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I’d been searching my whole life for relief. Relief from fear, hurt, pain, habitual sin… I tried finding it in my marriage by being a “good” wife. I tried to find it in being a “good” mother. I tried to find it in being a “good” worker. I tried finding it in being a “good”
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I looked down this line of people. What do I see? It was obvious to see evil. Everything that had been done was done through evil. I was really sad to see almost all of them had those eyes I spoke about in my dream. I didn’t now what that meant, but I added it
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Somewhere in the mix of all this someone introduced me to Pastor Adrian Rodgers and the Love Worth Finding Ministry. I don’t think they had good intent when they did it, but God always uses the weapons of the enemy for good. I used a Bible Concordance, a Bible Dictionary, and my Bible and lots
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I pondered bitterness. I hated the idea that I knew what wrath was. Anger. Clamoring. Evil speaking. I knew them all because no matter how much I tried to bottle those things up, every now and then, it would slip out. Being on the receiving end of physical, emotional, and verbal abuse, I hate these
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I stood dumbfounded in my junkyard. It couldn’t be that simple could it? Just believe and trust? Wasn’t there supposed to be some great battle…. God was going to slay a mighty dragon and it’d be weeks and months of battling….. Is it that simple? Why can’t it be that simple? I was sitting on
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I sat looking at my list I had made of fear. If I was going to get anywhere with this I needed to understand what God’s word said in the opposite. Anything people have said about God always came across as cliche. Some sort of generic response to heart ache and trouble. It always felt
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I pondered over imagination for a few days. I had heard some verses that said the heart of men is evil and their imagination were equally wicked. (Jeremiah 17:9-10, Genesis 6:5) I knew that what I created I my mind was an imagination. It was my heart in a way that made sense to me.
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I hope you all watched the video from my last post. It was the sermon preached at church. I bought the book that Pastor Joel has written. I suggest everyone read it, even if you’re not afflicted by fear. There’s so much we could write and talk about. Fully You: unlocking the Power of All
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Touching that cloud was like touching a hot stove. I instantly withdrew my hand and shook myself from that place. I knew what I felt. Fear. I have an irrational fear of snakes. In my mind I’m convinced every time I go to my dad’s house they purposely seek me out. The most recent visit,
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I started to wake up with an excitement in me. I was excited to get out in the porch in the dark. To sit and pray. Talk with my God. Share my heart with him and open his Word. I was excited to discover how to just be me that God created but also to
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